hp_wishes works like this: people post their wishlists (pairing, genre, prompt) and fulfil other people's wishes. I'm going to try, but first I try to write something for someone and only then post my own wishlist.
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I can't write Ginny/Sirius smut for the life of me. I tried three different scenarios and it all turned out R at best. I know
exactly what I want to read, what I want them to be but as I sit down and write, it all goes to hell. It's either mellow or completely bland.
This pairing just asks for plainly wrong kind of completely twisted and fucked up relationship.
Sirius never grew up mentally but now, as an adult with a lots of money, he can do whatever he wants. And his 'wants' were always quite harmful. The death of his
Siamese twin best friend and his own imprisonment only made it worse. Being locked at Grimmauld Place must have made him quite deranged at times. That's enough for me.
Ginny's penchant to live on dreams: of the hero, of the best friend; ignoring reality when it's not how she'd like it to be, trying to distract herself with temporary solutions to fill the void, to numb her feelings. She uses people like she feels she's been used, dumping them like she's been dumped (I don't think she does it with cold blood, planning, etc, she just does it as she goes, she realises it but can't help it? doesn't want to help it?). Her 'adventure' with Tom dramatically and probably permanently deflated her self-esteem. Being the seventh child after the six boys made her need to prove that she's as tough as they are.
What else do you need to write a smutty, little piece, ah? Man of lax moral standards and a reckless girl, who's trying to prove that she's mature enough and can take care of herself, thank you very much. Well, somehow it's not enough for my muse *curses*